I would just like to say that I had the sole intention of posting on my blog last week. I had everything scheduled out, but then when it got down to me actually writing my posts, I just didn’t do it. It would be the day before and I still hadn’t written anything yet, and honestly, I didn’t feel like sitting down and writing either. I’ve been slumping recently, and haven’t been doing the things that I usually do, and I don’t really know why that is. I mean part of it is because I had another change in schedule that just has messed with the things that I usually do, and another part of it is because I just get home and don’t want to do anything. I just want to sit and do nothing for a little bit, and then I regret doing that because I didn’t make the time to do the things I want to do.
I’ve been horrible about my reading, I haven’t worked out as consistently, and like I said about last week, I didn’t post on here. I guess it took taking a break from the things that I enjoyed doing most for me to miss those things and want to get back at it. I’ve allowed myself to slump this much, and I just don’t want to do it anymore. I want to get back and feel productive and do the things I enjoy doing again, and I need to make time to do those things.
I’ve felt so lazy and so unproductive these past two weeks, and as much as I want to be hard on myself about allowing that to happen, maybe it just needed to happen to allow me to reassess where I’m at, and where I want to go from here. I just feel like I’ve been going through the motions everyday, not really having any direction. That’s one thing about this year that’s been hard. Because of the pandemic we’ve just been kind of stuck here, not really doing anything exciting, or at least for me. It’s been a busy past couple of weeks that’s for sure, but I’m just a part of other people’s excitement, and not really creating any of my own.
I’m ready for a change. I’m ready for fall and the crisp weather. I’m ready to get back into the things that make me happy. I don’t want to go through the motions of everyday. I want to live everyday with an intention and get stuff done.
Although I hate that I didn’t post any last week, I think it was good for me to do so. It made me miss sitting here, on my computer, just writing whatever comes to my mind. I hate it when I put off writing because I always feel like the sooner I do it, the better I feel. And the longer I put it off, the worse my thoughts and feelings get.
Anyways, I hope this post makes some sort of sense. I feel like I’m just writing all over the place today! If you’re slumping like I have been, I hope you can dig deep and get yourself out of it. We can do it! Everyday is a new start and beginning. Thanks for stopping by today, now lets make this week a good one <3